Monday, 16 May 2011

My motivation for the day!

Day one: 150 calories.

Considering I only have 40 days till my school camp I’m only doing this diet for 40 days as it will be to hard to count calories on camp :(… So I started 10 days in.


My theory is that it’s easier to just not eat! Once you do its like your body knows it needs more! Well anyway I haven’t eat yet today, but I’m trying to think of what I should have for dinner, I could have ½ of rice, or a boiled potato.. hmm.

I’ve done about 1 hour and 20 min of exercise, and I feel great.

Current weight: 68 kgs
Goal weight: 52 kgs
In 40 days!

I was reading another girls blog and she did it for 20 days and lost 16 kgs! Lets all hope I can stick to the plan and be a better, stronger person in the end.

hmmm, steamed veggies it is :)

Sunday, 8 May 2011

Wednesday, 4 May 2011

My Dream..

These are the bathers i'm getting for camp..
in size 8, this diet better work!


Tuesday, 3 May 2011


"If you can imagine it, you can achieve it.  If you dream it, you can become it.  Discipline is the bridge between goals and accomplishments"

"The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do"

"You don't drown by falling in the water.
You drown by staying there."

Monday, 2 May 2011

What i would give to be that amazing!
ahh.. i want to be SKINNY!

Where do i start?

First blog! How scary..
For months I’ve been reading blogs and thinking.. Wow, i understand these people, i think like these people, i want to have contact, support from these people.. So here i am, this is me.

I'm a 16 year old girl, ever since I was 5 years old  I’ve always known I wasn’t good enough, I’m not sure if it started with my 5’10, size 6 sister.. Who’s a model, or my 25 year old sister who isn’t accepted in my family because of her weight… which I might add is a healthy weight. All I know is I’m not who I want to be or who they want me to be so I’m fighting this battle to perfection, will I ever make it?

A year ago I was diagnosed with chronic depression, yet all my psychologist have been completely useless.. Honestly i think they just opened my eyes to more imperfect things about myself. I’ve become isolated and so fixated on weight that it’s taken over my life.. its all I think about, all I talk about… it’s the only thing I care about.

So join me on my journey to perfection,
I need all the support I can get!
Share your story!

Goal: 7kgs in 7 weeks..